The Heart of Life

i can heaps feel it. things are beginning to build up, weeks keep getting busier. the mini math exam i thought i did good in made me so disappointed in myself, i felt like breaking down. i love my life, but i’m just scared i wont be able to handle it all soon. see normally i’d be like bring it onnn, but actually, could you not ?

i know i go home early from parties most of the time ..
but like, i’m lucky to have gone in the first place you know ?
i guess i just gotta keep that in mind for the future, so i dont get angry or anything.
its good when you can count your blessings rather than annoyances.
hmm, praiseGod for positive thinking aye :) 

but heaps praiseGod for the HSBers ! you did an awesome job today :)
there were so many people, Kat and i were like “wooooaaahh” 
and like worship ! .. they were like all full getting into it !
heaps awesome to see :)
total victory ! be proud of yourselves ! 

but it was SO worth the pain 8)
when i hit someone, i was like mini victory dance, oh crap gotta hide !

whaddup battle wounds 8) 
it was so fail though ! i wanted more HAHA 
- but happy birthday lachlan again :) 

awesome, awesome, awesome day.
can NOT wait for tomorrow. 

(8)

I make it what i can, 
I try, I try, 
I’m shakin’ up my plan 
and I feel fine 
I’m saving all my soul and all my pain 
so i can lose control on Saturday 
I’m gonna blow it all away 

I can’t wait for the weekend to begin.

just heaps happy :)

sidenote: .. ran into a tap. bloody hurt D:

Praise God for the opportunity to go to school !

stop complaining, its a blessing.

(via zxchloevbnm)

apparently i’m going shopping for a dress with elissar for their wedding ..
or some sort of ceremony ? .. whatever they’re having in australia.
.. wow, thats a heaps mum job .. well, step mum.
far out, here we go all over again. 

least i get to spend daddy’s money right ?