i can heaps feel it. things are beginning to build up, weeks keep getting busier. the mini math exam i thought i did good in made me so disappointed in myself, i felt like breaking down. i love my life, but i’m just scared i wont be able to handle it all soon. see normally i’d be like bring it onnn, but actually, could you not ?
i know i go home early from parties most of the time .. but like, i’m lucky to have gone in the first place you know ? i guess i just gotta keep that in mind for the future, so i dont get angry or anything. its good when you can count your blessings rather than annoyances. hmm, praiseGod for positive thinking aye :)
but heaps praiseGod for the HSBers ! you did an awesome job today :) there were so many people, Kat and i were like “wooooaaahh” and like worship ! .. they were like all full getting into it ! heaps awesome to see :) total victory ! be proud of yourselves !
apparently i’m going shopping for a dress with elissar for their wedding .. or some sort of ceremony ? .. whatever they’re having in australia. .. wow, thats a heaps mum job .. well, step mum. far out, here we go all over again.
Don’t forget that God has a plan for you, that He will never leave you, that He’ll always be there for you. Don’t give up, don’t lose hope, don’t despair. Have trust. He’s watching over you, guiding you.
so wednesday hit the city with leigh and gel, my girls. i miss that so much. bro we heaps felt/looked like Sex and the City girls, best friends walking through city streets linking arms, HAHA. then thursday went fishaaaang for len’s birthday, heaps caught two fish with a stick ! .. and yes credit to jeffrey for the rod, lol. thursday night hung out with the best three people in the world id say. angelica, anjo, andrei - i cherish the friendship we have. i know yous are there for me, so im not afraid. the things mentioned that night, have hung with me still, reassuring me.
those three: *high risk motion me: ROCK ROCK ROCK, HHAHAHAH.
im looking forward to the weekend plus next week :) friends, i swear .. you complete me.
To dream that you are trying to run but cannot make your feet move as fast as you want them to, indicate that you feel unworthy of praise and appreciation. You feel undeserving of something, it signifies lack of self-esteem and self-confidence.
that show where people do all these crazy scary things to get like a million dollars?
i was watching it right, and they had to stick their heads in a glass box with 50 live tarantulas for 3 minutes. i was cringing so badly watching it. .. anyone who knows me at all, knows im terrified of spiders. but hey, it’d be fun to overcome my fears one day.