not sure if its just me that gets this, but when im driving something will happen and i maaaajorrrrrly lose all my confidence. happened today on my way home from school, this idiot (probs from my school too) starts reversing into our car and im like gaaah what do i do, so me being a noob, i start reversing too while my mum presses the horn. so im panicking right, and i .. didnt think about having another car behind me so .. reversing isnt good. but nah i didnt hit them or anything but mum was shouting :( and i was panicking :( and she pulled the handbreak.
anyway, my confidence was shot. heaps. so my response technique is to .. be heaaaaaps quiet and reserved. so mums all like “why you being so moody” and thats the worst thing you can say to me when im already annoyed/angry/upset. so made me even more reserved. top job. thats my rant, however good day with the girls back from work placement :)
sooo, happy birthday to my amazing friends leigh and anjo ! yihee yah oldies. leigh victoria mccleod i kind of love you a lot. yannoh who wouldnt after like 5 years. but seriously angelica alexis aquino and i, we love you like so much and i know that the 3 of us all cherish our LEA so much. yous have got me through the bad times at school making them the best years ever, and just having you by my side has made me into the person i am today. not to even mention the good times ! ahh the making of our LEA lamb. a memorable day cause shes been all over the world now ;) .. america, philippines, new caledonia .. was meant to come new zealand -.- HAHA. point is she is a symbol of our friendship and i love her as much as i love yous :) anjo its your birthday today ! and i hope you have a marvellous day :D you deserve it. youve been there for me always too and never fail to make me laugh, hope to always to be friends with you. seriously. yay see you tonight :D
yaaaaaaaay birthdays :D
i .. might have .. sort of .. dropped the cake. STILL TASTED GOOD :D
But you also have to learn how to be beautiful from the inside too. Every single person is beautiful in their own way, but if you have an ugly personality then I suggest you change or else you ain’t gonna get anywhere. This world just needs more friendly people.
my dream a few nights ago was me driving my grandparents car, on a really winding road at night, where like eventually i just couldnt see and sort of went off the road.
To dream that you are driving a vehicle, signifies your life’s journey and your path in life. The dream is telling of how you are moving and navigating through life. If you are driving and cannot see the road ahead of you, then it indicates that you do not know where you are headed in life and what you really want to do with yourself. You are lacking direction and goals. Similarly, to dream that you are driving at night, suggests that you are unsure of where you are headed in life. You are experiencing obstacles toward your goals. Perhaps you do not want to see what is ahead for you or you are afraid to confront certain issues. You may be feeling apprehensive about the future. If your view is blocked or obstructed while you are driving, then it symbolizes your lacking awareness of something in your life. You are overlooking certain aspects in your life. Alternatively, the dream indicates dangers or problems that are not yet made known to you. If you are driving on a curvy road, then it indicates that you are having difficulties in achieving your goals and accepting the changes associated with it.